| i'm basically the only one of my friends who had a lot of fun at the dance. i can't pinpoint exactly why i did but it was nice to just slow everything down for a second. got the chance to spend some time with a couple people who i never get to chill with, helped out a bit, hired a personal secretary to take all of my calls (haha). holler at juancarlos and greg for helping me out. i don't care what anyone says, dances are definitely not for dancing.
Top 3 most visited Websites :
1. gmail.com
2. friendster.com
3. stuycom.net
TOP 3 Favourite Songs On Playlist :(at d
moment)
1. dark of the matinee - franz ferdinand
2. turn me on - kevin little
3. forget december - something corporate
TOP 3 Favourite Food :
1. pizza
2. sesamen noodles
3. york peppermint patties
TOP 3 Favourite Drink :
1. orange soda
2. orange soda w/ vodka 
3. grande iced caramel macchiato
TOP 3 Favourite Snack :
1. poptart
2. starburts
3. salt and vinegar chips
TOP 3 Indoor activities :
1. bowling
2. IMing
3. listening to music
TOP 3 Outdoor activities:
1. soccer
2. being injurred
3. lying on the grass
TOP 3 Accessories (That You Own) :
1. digital camera
2. bright green gelly roll pen
3. ipod
TOP 3 Personalities Of Your Own :
1. funny?
2. outgoinggg
3. fill in the blank
Top 3 Most Important People :
1. josh schneider
2. spikey schneider (shh i know he's a cat)
3. captain jack sparrow
Top 3 Brands That I Like :
1. franz ferdinand
2. maroon 5
3. *NSYNC hollerrrr
Top 3 Things You Do Everyday :
1. sleep
2. eat (usually)
3. go to school
Top 3 Things You Say To Someone :
1. how are you
2. i love you
3. ahhh fuck brb
Top 3 Favourite Colours :
1. pink
2. black
3. some other shade of pink
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| new screen name..... SCHNEIDYY
everyone should now add it to their buddylist. now.
!xxxos der og |
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| im not sure whether it's tonight's yankee-red sox game, or the beautiful johnny depp poster on my wall, or the tropicana orange juice i just drank or maybe its just the spongebob squarepants themed box of kleenex on my desk, but things are looking up. |
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| went to the doctor's today... i was right, no more soccer for a little bit  . I have what's called "foot drop" which is like... really random and rare and it turns out it has NOTHING to do w/ my sprained ankle after all... which is reallyyyy weird. but i'm glad because my mom was trying to blame me for not taking proper care of it (icing it all the time and always wearing the brace etc.) and HAH! it was something else altogether. but its basically a damaged nerve on the side of my upper right leg. as a result, my entire lower leg, ankle and foot are numb, like pins and needles. i can't walk properly, i'm putting a lot of stress on the rest of my leg, and i can hardly move my foot.
the weirdest/worst thing though... is that i can't flex my foot. you know, like bring my toes towards my body (opposite of pointing toes). it's just like... one of those things that you do all the time and you can't explain how to do it or what muscles you use to do it. it's just one of those damn things. like curling your tongue or rolling r's like in spanish or raising your eyebrows. i keep trying over and over again, i keep straining every single musicle in my leg, until it hurts and my leg is shaking because i'm pulling so hard.
Unless you've had something like this, it's impossible to understand how i feel. its really really different obviously, but it made me think of being mute or like... paralyzed. You have so much you want to say but you just can't do it. You can try to talk, but it's impossible. I know how to flex my god damn foot, all i wanna do is flex my fucking foot, but it's like I don't remember how. It just fucking hangs there, motionless...
now i can't play soccer until further notice and i need to get some emg test where i'll have little needles stuck into lots of different places along the side of my leg so they can figure out what's damaged and what's not.
yes, there are upsides of course. my doctor told me to wear hightop shoes to support my still-sprained ankle. so i bought air force 1 mids and blue and yellow delta force 3/4s. and great... now that our escalators finally fucking work, i get to have an elevator pass. lucky me. |
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